i'm really very dissappointed in u. i feel so stupid to cry for someone so stubborn like u. y do i need to feel so sad for u when u hurt yourself without feeling e pain at all?? i'm telling u now that hurting yourself is not, yes NOT the only way to solve the problem! u never even try, or shld i say try hard enough to find another way to solve ur problem.
yes i might not understand how u r feeling now, cuz i've never hurt myself b4. but pls think about the ppl arnd u. i've also gone thru what u have gone thru abt ur *****-******. i'm close to mine too just that e word is not a 'M' but a 'F'. and i'm telling u now that the process for me is 3 yrs *b4* he is gone and i got to cope with my PSLE at that time. just imagine my life after that.
sometimes i really dun understand u at all. cuz u wont except a single word that i told u.
no use for me to continue typing. pls try hard to stop that habit. i noe its hard but u managed to stop it once b4 remember?? i wan to remind u that u promised me that u will try ur best to stop that habit.
i'm pretty sure that u will definately read this. just wanna let u noe that i really care for u, and pls stop saying sorry to me ever again. and if u think wat u r doing now is right, den i will join u.
i rather u dun tell me the truth.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
